These are some of the words that may describe Hanataro at first sight. He is not a person that emits much in the way of confidence or competence. A person could even go as far as to call him a loser. He has cited that he's "the most bullied kid in the world." It does not help either that he is rather gullible, and an easy target for bullies. It's no wonder that Hanataro is as insecure as he is. In addition to this, his brother, Seinosuke Yamada, was once ranked Vice Captain.
There could be additional troubles from that due in part to what is said his brother's bad character, and the power he wielded. It is unknown if Seinosuke was imprisoned or is even still alive at this point. But either way, Hanataro may feel that he has to become stronger than his brother ever was, or feels he has big shoes to fill. The bar is set high; it is possible that he will never be as strong in either prowess or will. It is little wonder that Hanataro is a quiet and humble young man. It is also little wonder that he harbors a potential inferiority complex.
Still, although he tends to be a nervous clumsy mess, Hanataro does have his strengths. He does not lash out against those who harm him or insult him; he scolds when he believes excessive force is used. He is flexible, intelligent, and will do whatever it takes to help his friends, even if it means enduring punishment. He does not tend to be the impulsive type if he can help it; instead, he thinks ahead, as to ascertain what would be best not for him, but for the entire group. If he thinks that a bad choice is being made, he'll call them on it. He has a quiet courage, which is subtle, and harder to notice. This courage was what allowed him to make peace with those that he believed to be his possible enemies-the very same that attempted to use him for a hostage, only to run away. It is the same courage that pushed him to the bridge, unarmed, to take on one of the most dangerous people in his world in order to buy time for his friend's escape. Hanataro is insightful, knowledgeable of his surroundings and quick to analyze the hand he's dealt with. He keeps his goals realistic and has the possibility for great growth as a person more assured of his worth to others. Most likely he will continue to stutter and to flail in the near future. However, Hanataro has finally begun to realize that he is worthwhile and his opinions matter. With such on his mind, he has began to take himself a little less seriously, and started to work on his weaknesses-such as his stamina and ability to fight.
Hanataro does not just live to be a comedic relief, or to be relied upon. He has his own goals and ambitions before Ichigo came to rescue Rukia. He was the seventh seat of the fourth company. Though he often modest about his position, he could be considered the seventh most powerful healer at this time. It is unknown if in the seventeen month period if he became more powerful, and was promoted. It is possible. He is a very hard worker, and does not stop until he has completed his tasks.
Hanataro has been known to be diverted from his work ethics, onto other, more personal projects, however. For example, due to his clumsiness, he was taken by Ichigo as a possible hostage, and then toted along by accident. It looked as if he was going to leave or be left behind when Rukia's name was mentioned. And just like that, he was leading the way. No questions asked, for he had heard Ichigo's story when he was cleaning her cell. He knew that Ichigo was reliable in getting her out. And that's all he needed.
It could be argued that Hanataro has romantic ambitions in mind; that he feels for Rukia more than just mere friendship. That is entirely possible. However, he likely would not act upon his romantic feelings. Not because he feels shy; it is obvious in the flashbacks that he feels quite comfortable in her presence. However, he is also aware of Rukia's station, and the how likely the feelings would be returned. Hanataro may have assumed that her feelings were for Ichigo and him alone.
Romance may not have been enough to rescue Rukia though. He has been noted throughout the arc for being reliable to his new found friends. As well, it seemed that his own Captain was disappointed by what could have been entirely out of character for Hanataro-abandonment of duty to aid the enemy. Most likely, Hanataro thought of the crime that Rukia was facing, and of the scale of punishment. Like others within the Shinigami ranks, something seemed wrong. The punishment did not fit the crime, nor Rukia's personality. It's likely that Hanataro mentally chafed, and weighted his ethics of duty against going against what was morally wrong. To send a good woman to her death, without a trial or even a lesser sentence would not sit right with Hanataro.
This does not mean that the healer meant to rescue her by himself. The system was against him, and his absence would have been noted. If he had not been taken, likely Hanataro would have continued to kick himself, and feel guilty for doing nothing. However, when the opportunity came to set things right (even by going against the Gotei and facing punishment for doing so) he took it. If the system was wrong, then he was going against it. No doubt if Hanataro had been presented the same opportunity, aware of the repercussions of his acts, he would have taken it. He would not want anyone harmed for his actions, far from it. But to do something would be better than doing nothing. Taking action would be better then ignoring what was morally wrong.
Re: Hanatarou Yamada|Bleach|Unreserved
These are some of the words that may describe Hanataro at first sight. He is not a person that emits much in the way of confidence or competence. A person could even go as far as to call him a loser. He has cited that he's "the most bullied kid in the world." It does not help either that he is rather gullible, and an easy target for bullies. It's no wonder that Hanataro is as insecure as he is. In addition to this, his brother, Seinosuke Yamada, was once ranked Vice Captain.
There could be additional troubles from that due in part to what is said his brother's bad character, and the power he wielded. It is unknown if Seinosuke was imprisoned or is even still alive at this point. But either way, Hanataro may feel that he has to become stronger than his brother ever was, or feels he has big shoes to fill. The bar is set high; it is possible that he will never be as strong in either prowess or will. It is little wonder that Hanataro is a quiet and humble young man. It is also little wonder that he harbors a potential inferiority complex.
Still, although he tends to be a nervous clumsy mess, Hanataro does have his strengths. He does not lash out against those who harm him or insult him; he scolds when he believes excessive force is used. He is flexible, intelligent, and will do whatever it takes to help his friends, even if it means enduring punishment. He does not tend to be the impulsive type if he can help it; instead, he thinks ahead, as to ascertain what would be best not for him, but for the entire group. If he thinks that a bad choice is being made, he'll call them on it. He has a quiet courage, which is subtle, and harder to notice. This courage was what allowed him to make peace with those that he believed to be his possible enemies-the very same that attempted to use him for a hostage, only to run away. It is the same courage that pushed him to the bridge, unarmed, to take on one of the most dangerous people in his world in order to buy time for his friend's escape. Hanataro is insightful, knowledgeable of his surroundings and quick to analyze the hand he's dealt with. He keeps his goals realistic and has the possibility for great growth as a person more assured of his worth to others. Most likely he will continue to stutter and to flail in the near future. However, Hanataro has finally begun to realize that he is worthwhile and his opinions matter. With such on his mind, he has began to take himself a little less seriously, and started to work on his weaknesses-such as his stamina and ability to fight.
Hanataro does not just live to be a comedic relief, or to be relied upon. He has his own goals and ambitions before Ichigo came to rescue Rukia. He was the seventh seat of the fourth company. Though he often modest about his position, he could be considered the seventh most powerful healer at this time. It is unknown if in the seventeen month period if he became more powerful, and was promoted. It is possible. He is a very hard worker, and does not stop until he has completed his tasks.
Hanataro has been known to be diverted from his work ethics, onto other, more personal projects, however. For example, due to his clumsiness, he was taken by Ichigo as a possible hostage, and then toted along by accident. It looked as if he was going to leave or be left behind when Rukia's name was mentioned. And just like that, he was leading the way. No questions asked, for he had heard Ichigo's story when he was cleaning her cell. He knew that Ichigo was reliable in getting her out. And that's all he needed.
It could be argued that Hanataro has romantic ambitions in mind; that he feels for Rukia more than just mere friendship. That is entirely possible. However, he likely would not act upon his romantic feelings. Not because he feels shy; it is obvious in the flashbacks that he feels quite comfortable in her presence. However, he is also aware of Rukia's station, and the how likely the feelings would be returned. Hanataro may have assumed that her feelings were for Ichigo and him alone.
Romance may not have been enough to rescue Rukia though. He has been noted throughout the arc for being reliable to his new found friends. As well, it seemed that his own Captain was disappointed by what could have been entirely out of character for Hanataro-abandonment of duty to aid the enemy. Most likely, Hanataro thought of the crime that Rukia was facing, and of the scale of punishment. Like others within the Shinigami ranks, something seemed wrong. The punishment did not fit the crime, nor Rukia's personality. It's likely that Hanataro mentally chafed, and weighted his ethics of duty against going against what was morally wrong. To send a good woman to her death, without a trial or even a lesser sentence would not sit right with Hanataro.
This does not mean that the healer meant to rescue her by himself. The system was against him, and his absence would have been noted. If he had not been taken, likely Hanataro would have continued to kick himself, and feel guilty for doing nothing. However, when the opportunity came to set things right (even by going against the Gotei and facing punishment for doing so) he took it. If the system was wrong, then he was going against it. No doubt if Hanataro had been presented the same opportunity, aware of the repercussions of his acts, he would have taken it. He would not want anyone harmed for his actions, far from it. But to do something would be better than doing nothing. Taking action would be better then ignoring what was morally wrong.