mayfield_ooc | Drop - Fool You Twice, Shame On Me

♪ BGM: Assassin's Creed 2 - Ezio's Family (Repeat)

I don't really know where to begin, so I'll just start with explaining myself.

I've actually tried playing here before, some months ago, but I thought that if I didn't interact with as many people as I did, I could handle it. Those that know me by my alternative alias might still remember me as Seishou (Aurica Nestmile @

dclassreyvateil). I thought I could give this a good shot again, with the way I went about it, but I don't think I can handle an RP game with the way I am.

I'm not sure if I'll try again, as much as I've loved this great game, its awesome community, and its inspiring players. I tried going down this road because of how much I fell in love with all of your writing. Even if I can't participate in the shadows as I've tried to do, I shall keep trying to watch you from there, and the same goes for the other games I've grown to like and love by viewing your adventures in them.

I'm glad for the reforging of older friendships I've made before, and the beginnings of the new ones I've made here. May you all write great, funny, charming, empathetic, emotion-inducing stories and have fun with each other as I've seen possible here.

I'm especially sorry for those that went out of their way to try plotting with me for the April Fool's event, please handwave them as if you tricked Kyo, he's not that hard to prank really.

I'd like to thank Kelly (Poland @

likesottlyfab), Effy (Miku Hatsune @

virtualdiva), and Berri (Satou Kuroneko @

priceofmagic) for the CR I was able to make with them, as brief it was, along with the numerous people I was able to interact with as Kyo. Love you guys~

This is Subby... or rather Sei, signing off. Until we meet again, maybe in a meme, musebox or dressingroom or what have you again, and I get to share in this sort of thing again with you all more closely somewhere, that reason I wanted to try in the first place.